I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski


  1. Lele Pons

    Lele Pons10 giorni fa

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

  2. Flores E

    Flores E13 ore fa

    I love you and I Respect you

  3. Kaitlan Gabbitas

    Kaitlan Gabbitas3 giorni fa

    I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

  4. Laura Schmidt

    Laura Schmidt7 giorni fa

    I am your biges fan lele!

  5. Eric

    Eric10 giorni fa

    I love you lele pons

  6. Jady Clovis

    Jady Clovis10 giorni fa

    I love u Lele

  7. Justin Holland

    Justin HollandOra fa

    So much respect for you Lele. You’re incredibly brave for this. I don’t know you nor ever followed you but just know this helped me. A random person. Struggling just like you. Much love.

  8. shane off thå lean_x swirllz

    shane off thå lean_x swirllzOra fa

    Thankyou for sharing this , it took a lot for you to do so .

  9. PrettyandDream squad Jones

    PrettyandDream squad JonesOra fa

    Wow you never know what someone has or is going through 🙏🏾💙🧡💖❤️💚💯💪🏾❗️

  10. shingi sye

    shingi syeOra fa

    isadora looks like lauren daigle 😍

  11. MikeJames247

    MikeJames247Ora fa

    Life is hard for all of us. Your not alone... we with you and feel your pain even if we go through different things. 🤝 Come 👪 together 🤝

  12. Sir Santa

    Sir SantaOra fa

    I also have really bad ocd and adhd. I need medicine for my adhd. And my ocd is just so bad I have found ways around it. This is nice seeing someone like her have it so I can relate to her and look up to her

  13. Jordan G

    Jordan GOra fa

    Great acting I almost actually believed this crap lol

  14. Natacha Zabell

    Natacha ZabellOra fa

    Poor Lele Pons

  15. Amberly Kay

    Amberly KayOra fa

    WOW... never would of thought 💭

  16. Sarah SUGAR

    Sarah SUGAROra fa

    All of your loyal followers like me love you for the way you are!

  17. Snakehawk81

    Snakehawk81Ora fa

    I have o.c.d. and a.d.h.d. I have God who helps me through it all.

  18. Jam Jam

    Jam JamOra fa

    Lele will always be good at what she does

  19. Kevonte Green

    Kevonte GreenOra fa


  20. maddie weir

    maddie weirOra fa

    I feel so bad for lele she doesn’t deserve all of this negative stuff in this life

  21. itssAlexx

    itssAlexxOra fa

    Picture of said that we all love you Lily pond

  22. itssAlexx

    itssAlexxOra fa

    I We love you lately aunt to worry your juice something they shouldn't be Do you

  23. Abuk Pager

    Abuk PagerOra fa

    i have something like that but i don't know if i have ocd

  24. It’s Maria Contreras

    It’s Maria ContrerasOra fa

    Stay strong lele🥺 I hope you get better ❤️

  25. Arbitrix_ ____

    Arbitrix_ ____Ora fa

    Lowkey bored 20 sec in

  26. Dharshikha Dilchand

    Dharshikha DilchandOra fa

    I actually love lele pons... She is the best... ❤️

  27. Micaela Casarez

    Micaela CasarezOra fa

    Lele I hope the best and you keep doing you your voice is amazing I would listen to your music all the time and thank you for sharing your struggles and good memories we appreciate it

  28. Jessica Defoe

    Jessica DefoeOra fa

    Such a raw and genuine person. This brought me to tears. So many people can relate to you Lele and you doing this has inspired so many people suffering from the same things. Love you keep up the good work! ❤️🙏🏻✨

  29. sophie okwabi

    sophie okwabiOra fa

    I love you so much lele😊😊



    It’s just internet u have to live with the fact that u can’t change it

  31. Bridge Tongues

    Bridge TonguesOra fa

    no you don’t shut up

  32. Henry Cam

    Henry Cam2 ore fa

    Not an excuse to sexualize yourself and your colleagues when you produce content targeted at children.

  33. Sage Halligan

    Sage Halligan2 ore fa

    i’ll definitely admit i did my share of hating on lele and for that i apologize. i now understand that she is human and she has her own situations just like everyone.

  34. Jasmine And Sky

    Jasmine And Sky2 ore fa

    I’ve always loved lele and to know her struggle makes me love her even more

  35. Vardagsvegan

    Vardagsvegan2 ore fa

    Thank you for this! I've had OCD (tabu thoughts) for almost my entire life. Working with other people having it now. This means alot. THANK YOU, you're making a big difference in the world.

  36. Federico pedroza

    Federico pedroza2 ore fa


  37. M G

    M G2 ore fa

    People don’t understand how hard it is to live with ocd. Please be kind everyone. Everyone is fighting their battles in their own way.

  38. Emperor Palpatine

    Emperor Palpatine2 ore fa


  39. Emilija Lickova

    Emilija Lickova2 ore fa

    I had osd, something made me to do things many times and that if I don't do something bad it will happen I tried and despite those thoughts not to do those ravages and I succeeded, and I now knew it was osd

  40. The Life Of Nero

    The Life Of Nero2 ore fa

    It’s amazing what you can learn about someone within half an hour. I wholeheartedly wish you all the best Lele!! You are amazing!! God bless you!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  41. Mikael Kalliokoski

    Mikael Kalliokoski2 ore fa

    Lmao this is so cringey

  42. Bbcbbjnnnbb Cvggvvff

    Bbcbbjnnnbb Cvggvvff2 ore fa

    This made me cry 😢😢😢

  43. Kodax Kodax

    Kodax Kodax2 ore fa

    I have sever CDO as well

  44. Shawn T

    Shawn T2 ore fa

    Where can I buy some CDO pls thx

  45. Viola Larsen

    Viola Larsen2 ore fa

    I love you so much🥰🥰 your perfect in your own way💗even if u have ocd♥️

  46. yy_sagg_x X

    yy_sagg_x X2 ore fa

    I hope people can realize how other people would feel if you wrote bad comments about them And realize ocd isn’t a joke and is a savere condition thank you for sharing this to millions of ppl

  47. Andrew Lacerenza

    Andrew Lacerenza2 ore fa

    All I see is the over dramatization of OCD. Try living with schizophrenia, you'd be happy to have a compulsive disorder after that.

  48. Miles Alexander

    Miles Alexander2 ore fa

    Omg I’m so sorry your an amazing adoring sweerie🥰🥰

  49. Kevonte Green

    Kevonte GreenOra fa


  50. Mason Bivens

    Mason Bivens2 ore fa

    I feel so bad

  51. Fiona Berg

    Fiona Berg2 ore fa

    I cried through the whole video...thank you for raising awareness, thank you for telling people the truth...I’ve struggled with attending work, school, getting up in the morning from my ocd...I have pure ocd, which is all mental compulsions and it is torture...I’m so happy u had the courage to do this for all of us

  52. Shoot7r Risk

    Shoot7r Risk2 ore fa

    I couldn’t imagine going through something like this, god bless you and your family

  53. TwoBonsai

    TwoBonsai2 ore fa

    Did I ask

  54. 4head

    4head3 ore fa


  55. Taeani Kennedy

    Taeani KennedyOra fa


  56. Ben Dover

    Ben Dover3 ore fa

    When someone with bad breath walks up to you and exhales.. Makes ITgos video about it “I have severe OCD” 🗣🤭 brush your gums. Some ppl I can smell it through the mask 😷

  57. Jsdmcj Sjkckdj

    Jsdmcj Sjkckdj2 ore fa

    What are u talking about 🤦🏽‍♀️

  58. Danna Astorga

    Danna Astorga3 ore fa

    she doesn’t deserve this! I love you so much lele❤️

  59. Memes lover

    Memes lover3 ore fa

    I would like to congrats her for being so strong... I love and respect you Lele❤️

  60. ETHAN Candyman

    ETHAN Candyman3 ore fa

    I suffer from sever hdhd and my parents put me on a medication that make my personality change and just overall makes me feel a lot more different then when I’m not taking the medication this inspired me to stand up to my parents to tell them that I can’t do it anymore so thank you so much

  61. Piles of Poodles

    Piles of Poodles3 ore fa

    It's all just part of the programming folks.. Absolute tat

  62. BluBell

    BluBell3 ore fa

    Dang, I really misjudged you. You’re a whole lot tougher than you make yourself out to be.

  63. a a

    a a3 ore fa

    *thud sound effect*

  64. Zaib Un Nisa

    Zaib Un Nisa3 ore fa

    I love you lele no matter what!♡♡◇

  65. Wilmer Parra

    Wilmer Parra3 ore fa

    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢 🙏🏻

  66. brave _1229

    brave _12293 ore fa

    This gives me hope, maybe one day or at some point in my life I'll be able to handle my mental disorders and be successful just like Lele...I love you even more now that I know this, thank you for sharing, you are not alone

  67. Moureen kadondo

    Moureen kadondo3 ore fa

    She is so cute and beautiful 😍❤️

  68. Wilmer Parra

    Wilmer Parra3 ore fa


  69. Wilmer Parra

    Wilmer Parra3 ore fa

    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢 🙏🏻

  70. Kimi T

    Kimi T3 ore fa

    Keep your head up girl, you are wonderful! ❤️❤️❤️

  71. xPriscilla Madriles

    xPriscilla Madriles3 ore fa

    It helps knowing your are not alone when it comes to struggling with ocd, depression, severe anxiety .. we love you , you are so strong lele, keep shining babygirl don’t give up ♥️

  72. ung joj

    ung joj3 ore fa

    Wow ur so special lol go cry

  73. Faye Joanne

    Faye Joanne3 ore fa

    Did she talk about the nail biting?

  74. Shaanba Arambam

    Shaanba Arambam3 ore fa

    Just the thought of having it throughout my life gnaws me and its killing me inside and I can't do anything now Idk what I am getting into I am tired

  75. Curtis Curtis

    Curtis Curtis3 ore fa

    I have really little bit of ocd like if I use my right hand I have the urge to do the same with my left hand and of course my ocd isn’t anywhere as bad as hers but I just thought I would share

  76. Dany Siles

    Dany Siles3 ore fa

    What a warrior!❤All love and support to this beautiful young women!

  77. Prem Chand Chaudhary

    Prem Chand Chaudhary3 ore fa


  78. Benson Leung

    Benson Leung3 ore fa

    Lele pons is so freaking awesome and even though I don’t have ocd I still can relate because I get bullied too

  79. Iliana Gomez

    Iliana Gomez3 ore fa

    Even though I find your videos not so funny I think you deserve so much more then how people treat you. Keep being strong and be happy

  80. job saintelien

    job saintelien3 ore fa

    I'm so sorry lele

  81. Pratt Occelus

    Pratt Occelus3 ore fa

    Ngl Ik this is serious but when I saw the first thing I though it was a joke like with the three thing I thought it was a video then I kept watching and realized it was serious

  82. VermiLiam X5

    VermiLiam X53 ore fa

    Ngl, was never rly a fan of you for a long time, but if I’m being honest i respect you a little bit more now than before. Keep doing u

  83. damperaura

    damperaura3 ore fa

    lmao imagine being afraid of doors 🚪 imagine that

  84. mrpig 12 4

    mrpig 12 43 ore fa

    Ayyyy I suffer with ADHD

  85. Antonio Corona

    Antonio Corona3 ore fa

    Have u tried CBD or marijuana it really has helped me with my depression and my bi polar disorder

  86. Ochaco Uraraka

    Ochaco Uraraka3 ore fa


  87. Seth Garza

    Seth Garza3 ore fa


  88. Katherine Garcia

    Katherine Garcia3 ore fa

    Aww mamas I’m so sorry I had no idea ! Please be ok ♥️

  89. yogita agarwal

    yogita agarwal3 ore fa

    You are great lele for shearing your struggles which we all fear of coming out. You are very brave and if you can do this then we can also do this....... Love you lele

  90. TooturntJay

    TooturntJay3 ore fa

    You are so strong. You are perfect. Keep fighting. We will all fight with you.

  91. Aiko De La Fuente

    Aiko De La Fuente3 ore fa

    I love you!! I think your totally funny!! I totally wish I could meet you!! I have OCD and I have to do everything in 4. Everything has to be perfect. I have to have my clothes a certain way. My shoes has to be a certain way. My kitchen has to be a certain way. I can’t say that this video doesn’t Speaks to me because it does. It really does. There are times that I cry because it sucks having this issue. And other mental health issues. So yes I know how you feel.. ❤️❤️❤️❤️